Tuesday, September 19, 2017

I think if I had to narrow down my greatest passion right now it would be telling a story with a snap (photo).  I know the feeling of writing a poem and when its complete you feel pride with your creation and now I feel that same way when I assemble a display or capture that perfect shot. It doesn't always have to be decor or something I arranged, sometimes its just that perfect arrangements of nature shots that give me satisfaction. I found these beautiful shots Fall 2016, just down the street from my home and now they will always be in my memories
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Wednesday, August 2, 2017

You know you need an attitude adjustment when you look down at your keyboard and in all the available writing spaces on it you see "life sucks then you die",  #wtf,  #fml,  fuck you! and a head (my head) with a knife sticking out and blood coming from it!!! I thought Holy Christ in a one piece romper, what is wrong with you and what were you struggling with when you put that there?
Anyways my keyboard is cleaned up and here is a more relaxing healthier peek into what my life has been like most of the time since my last post.My pain is a little less and some nights I actually sleep.

Some people have everything, and other people don't.
But everything don't mean a thing if it ain´t the thing you want.

Express Yourself!
Express Yourself!

Written by Charles W. Wright •

Sunday, May 29, 2016

You know I read some hard criticism about myself today for writing a book about me being abused. Even though the people agreed that I was abused they chose to attack me full force. Some of the things they said were true some things they said were just ignorant people striking back with things they know nothing off. and I will add the definition of ignorants just for the ignorant (lacking knowledge, information, or awareness about something in particular.)

First I want to say my book is my story about me being abused for 28 years. It's not a story about my next door neighbours or his family or my father. It's a story about my abuser and the life I lived with him  If I did anyone such a terrible injustice than they need to write a book like I did. I never ever abused my ex-husband but every thing I wrote in my book is true and I have blocked the things that were worst. I said in my book that I wouldn't write about the abuse that was inflicted on my children because that is their story and if they ever decided to write about it or post it on a billboard I will be right there by their side because I still live in guilt because of my inability to walk away from the insane man I had married.

There is only one important thing here and that is not to let what you think of me or if you think I deserved what was done to me stop you from thinking  of my story as the story of thousands and thousands of other women and let my story enable you to be more aware of the torture and pain these women are living with everyday. Maybe by reading my story you would gain a greater empathy for these women .  Most people will say why didn't you walk away but again that is because of their lack  of knowledge and awareness of a woman being abused.  I don't have to make up things and put it in a book to fulfil my life. I have a very wonderful life now and despite the fact that because of the abuse I suffer from depression, anxiety disorder, post traumatic stress disorder and panic attacks I want to open up myself to ignorant and mean people just to help others. If my story can help just one person than it is all worth it.

So please follow the link below and buy my book Lost of Innocence and help me help someone else.