The one who rescued me from yesterday

Friday, November 4, 2011

There are so many people in my life that I owe but no one any greater then my wonderful Michael....I can't even imagine where or what my life would be without him .....This may sound really corny but I read once about some vows that two characters on General Hospital had said and it describe so much how I felt about this wonderful man and how he had changed my life ....It went something like this ..
"I couldn't find a way out of the pain, and the shame. I never thought I'd smile, or laugh again. And then I looked up, and you were there, and you took my hand, and you made me walk right back into the rest of my life, all the way to here. A place that's good, and pure, and safe.

When I try to think about who I was before I knew you. It's like looking at an old picture of someone I used to know, an old friend I lost touch with or a relative I was never close to but not the real flesh and blood me. Because I can’t even imagine who I used to be, without you, how I walked around in this world, not knowing you were in it, waiting to love me. I never want that again. I never want to know another day that doesn’t include you."

That is exactly how I feel and I will feel this way forever ...It's been ten and a half years now and I still feel safe with this man ......We got married Jan 03 2003 and I wrote the poem that follows to remember one of the happiest days of my life

Mike & Kat
The day has finally arrived and I am standing by your side
You hold my hand in yours and we promise forever to abide
I look back in time and think about the first day that we met
From that first moment we both knew our destiny was set

I remember when you came my way I had given up on love
My heart was so bruised and fragile like a wounded dove
You told me I was a princess and a journey we would start
And from that day a seed was planted deep inside my heart

Your gentle love was like no other I had ever felt before
Soon I knew I had found what I was searching for
Love that was unconditional and would always be gentle and kind
I knew if I searched another lifetime no greater love would I find

So today as I look into your eyes as we both say I do
I know it's just another step in my wonderful journey with you
I love you sweet keeper of my heart and I promise you from this day
My love for you will only grow stronger and forever with you I will stay

©2008 Kat Bair

Here is the third step to re-inventing ....

3. Surround yourself with visual reminders of the life you’d like to create.
If it’s a new job in a particular field, put objects or images from that field someplace where you’ll see them every day. If it’s a home, find a picture of a house that you love and put it near your front door. It can be anything that reminds you of what you’re moving toward.

Until next week .........

P.S.  We have had 2 snowstorms already this year I really miss the Oregon Coast now

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