Simple Woman's Daybook Oct 16 2013

Wednesday, October 16, 2013


FOR TODAY............... Wednesday

Outside my window... It's a beautiful rainy day

I am thinking... How much I miss the ocean and the smells of clean fresh air

I am thankful... I am thankful for so many things but most of all my 3 sons and their family  and my wonderful Michael

In the kitchen .. Everything is clean ....Hot water will be off in the *penthouse* today :)

I am wearing...Just my PJs ...Its that kind of day

I am creating... I'm trying to improve my blog ...It's layout and content

I am going... To win over this depression and face my problems one by one

I am wondering... Why we always place so much emphasis on how other people feel and how sometimes we neglect our own feelings so we don't hurt someone else's ..... What has to happen to care about our own feelings

I am reading... Nothing right now

I am hoping... I will be able to loose this grip that depression and self hate has on me ....I feel like I have been beaten down this last year and now everyone is bringing me roses ..... It's called the honeymoon stage 

I am looking forward to... I really have nothing to look forward to right now .... I'm trying to focus on one day at a time

I am learning .... I matter and I need to do what matters to me and if people can't handle that then they deal to start dealing with their own crap ...  Let me set the scene for you on what my life felt like this past week .....picture a group of children holding hands in a circle and they are singing "ring around the roses ... a pocket full of posies ... ashes ashes we all fall down and in the background there are ice cream trucks playing that scary creepy music they play and you expect a scary knife waving clown to jump out but you still go in circles singing ring around the roses

Around the house... There is lots to be done but very little money or energy

I am pondering... I am too tired to ponder

A favorite quote for today... 

“So what do you do when the spinning starts and the motion carries the time wild by you and you cannot stop to see one thing to grab and stop yourself ? You stand still the best you can and say strong and loud For the circle of spinning to stop so you can walk away from the noise”

One of my favorite things... Listening to music

A few plans for the rest of the week: Maybe watch Iron man movie with Michael this weekend

A peek into my day...This is my song to myself

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*penthouse is really my 6th floor apartment in a 6 floor apartment building*

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“But is it such a bad thing to live like this for just a little while? Just for a few months of one's life, is it so awful to travel through time with no greater ambition than to find the next lovely meal? Or to learn how to speak a language for no higher purpose than that it pleases your ear to hear it? Or to nap in a garden, in a patch of sunlight, in the middle of the day, right next to your favourite fountain? And then to do it again the next day?”
Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love

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